sooo im 21 today

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I just got a condo! :D


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Yeah I couldn't do a spun sugar bowl because I can't find my candy thermometer.

It looks shitty but whatever. This is the first time I've worked with fondant. I rove it. :3

Anyways, its a buttercream filling with fresh strawberries layered on the inside.

Bwaha.

My new favorite show is Paranormal State.

Anyone watch it?

Anyone believe in ghosts/entities?

Hey guys, Sarra and I decided that we want to move in together but found that it would be cheaper to have a 3rd roommate.

If any of you are interested, let me know. We're living in the Bay Area -- San Jose/Saratoga area. :D

Ill keep the comments screened for privacy reasons.

If you respond or have any questions, ill most likely get back to you asap.

We're trying to move out around summer.

When i'm a ghost I want to haunt people but be funny. I want to move funny things like dildos, not doors.


I've been feeling inadequate, morose, down in da dumpz. I'm not sure why.

I'm leaving for Tahoe tomorrow where ill be meeting thosewinters. We may or may not get coffee, idk. I'm excited.

I'm going to try skiing instead of snowboarding.

I like that Ben and I are closer friends.

I like that Forrest is really sweet to me.

I love that Bryan sent me a package.

I love that Daniel wanted to stay up for me because I feel down.

I want more coca-cola with lime.

Should I smoke weed and hit the slopes?
What the fuck I hate crying. I feel like such an impotent, insecure slut. I hate feeling like the one jealous bitch that cares too much about what others have instead of focusing on myself. Oh god fuck off.

I feel better now. Who knew that just one person could make you feel worlds better. I went from insomniac to getting ready to pass out. Mmhmm, I guess moments like these help me feel human again.

....
( oh )

I'm so fucking annoyed by you.

Do you ever have those moments where everything is so delicate that you're afraid of doing anything that might break it all?

I feel like Emily Haines is around, but I can't see her; she's like a unicorn. That soft voice telling me things I didn't know and probably want to know about myself just echoing in my head. This moment -- this very moment after leaving the library, in my car, I get the honor of seeing love all around me; these eyes have laid themselves upon a woman and her two sons while they laugh, hold hands and cross the street together. I see the older woman with the young face (I like to think she's 60 years young, not old) and she's carrying around 20 books to her car. I spy an oriental woman with her white boyfriend and they're carrying cassettes and books on the English language. Finally, I see an older man that's here every tuesday and thursday between 12pm and 5pm, and he brings his pug.

I might be one hell of an observer but it doesn't take a doctor or a rocket scientist to figure out that there's love everywhere. No matter who or where you are, no matter what day it is or how late in the night.. There is love in the littlest things, the tiniest details and in faces. Today is a great day to pronounce such a beautiful thing and I hope no one treats it as a day made up by Hallmark.

Today is just a day to remind you how it feels to love again, even if it doesn't include anyone else.

I've no interest in what makes you tick, what makes you irate or what makes you cry.

Like I said before i'm your opposable thumbs and your eyes; everything you so desperately need but take for granted.

All I do is sleep, work and get my education on. My nose is always in a book and it has really given me perspective on a lot of things; i'm sick of you assholes that try to sound so fucking profound. I can see right through the image you all try to exude and I don't understand why people get so fucking wet over the asshole at the coffee shop on their laptop, organizing their iTunes.

It's still pretty cool to be approachable and to be grounded.

Bitter? Hardly.
Human? Definitely.
Indifferent? Yep!

I figured out that i'm just really hard to impress. As much as I don't come off as someone that would need impressing, at the end of the day, I don't really think about anyone and how much they had an impact on me. I'm mainly indifferent about everything and it doesn't scare me.. I guess I just have high standards.

Anyways, this girl in my class doesn't know the meaning of 'cleanliness is close to godliness.' (Is that right?) She stinks up the damn classroom everytime she walks in with her huge rasta beanie (she has pin straight hair? Not even dreads), an ICP hoodie and pjs. I don't get it. :|

Another thing, i'm probably gonna start posting my shit as public because I don't really care if people know my business; I hardly get into specifics.

To my mystery monacle,

Your present will be a little bit late because the post office is being gay. You WILL get it though. :)

Cassandra just made a better application and I actually have time to do this so apply!
APPLY @ 2girls1edrama TODAY.

by_thesea, charnels and I started a community.

2girls1edrama

Its going to be really fucking amazing.

Rest In Peace, Jim Workover.
06/09/1986 ~ 10/25/07

"Tim found him last night floating in his parent's bathtub. He had been dead for maybe 3 days."

An ex boyfriend. Someone I shared good memories with. Someone I was friends with after the relationship.
He was someone I dated in high school and someone I had actually cared about at some point in time. I really havent come to terms with the fact that he actually killed himself. I dont know what for or why he decided to take his own life -- All I know is that I hope hes in a better place now.

Theres so much shit going on around me and theres nothing I can do about it. People crumbling before my eyes; i'm about as useful as a spoon to a salad.

:(

you're the biggest goddamn liar i know. YOU ARE GONNA GET SO FUCKED WHEN I TELL EVERYONE THE TRUTH ABOUT YOUR LYING ASS. ha, no more excuses.