When i'm a ghost I want to haunt people but be funny. I want to move funny things like dildos, not doors.
I've been feeling inadequate, morose, down in da dumpz. I'm not sure why.
I'm leaving for Tahoe tomorrow where ill be meeting
thosewinters. We may or may not get coffee, idk. I'm excited.
I'm going to try skiing instead of snowboarding.
I like that Ben and I are closer friends.
I like that Forrest is really sweet to me.
I love that Bryan sent me a package.
I love that Daniel wanted to stay up for me because I feel down.
I want more coca-cola with lime.
Should I smoke weed and hit the slopes?
What the fuck I hate crying. I feel like such an impotent, insecure slut. I hate feeling like the one jealous bitch that cares too much about what others have instead of focusing on myself. Oh god fuck off.I feel better now. Who knew that just one person could make you feel worlds better. I went from insomniac to getting ready to pass out. Mmhmm, I guess moments like these help me feel human again.
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